a small update

Well...I am doing better than I was. For the better part of most days, the crushing headache is a thing of the past. The overall wobbliness is not constant - but is very sensitive to triggers: reading, concentrating, internet scrolling, "active" shot television scenes, walking around short distances and tossing and turning in my sleep.

Andrea (my sister, often lovingly called "Annie") came to help Jason and I last week. For a change, last week we called her "Rosie"... as in the Jetsons' robotic maid, Rosie. She cooked, and cleaned, and shopped, and painted my toes, and hung out with us. Apparently, she also did her "real job" via the internet. She also successfully executed her "mom role" via the telephone. Jason and I are very grateful...and we hope that Rebeccah will soon forget.

So the question still plagues me...what is going on with my head?

Relapse?
Life sans lorazapam?

I am going to go with relapse. I say this because it is getting better. I actually said to Jason this afternoon...

"I feel good!"

Now....I don't feel so good right now...but I can't let that get me down.

Emily